Katy Perry - I am still breathing :)

I leave the gas on
Walk the allies in the dark
Sleep with candels burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
Cuz I'm sending all the signs
That the clocking is ticking
And I'll be giving my two weeks
Pick your favorite shade of black
You'd best prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say that you loved me

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goingdown for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship
Oh...

Maybe I was too pale
Maybe I was too fat
Maybe you had better
Better luck in the sack
No formal education
And I swore way too much
But I swear you didn't care
Cuz we were in love

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
It's all for the better
That we end this year
Let's close this chapter say one last prayer
But don't say that you loved me

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already been diagnosed
So let's give up the ghost

Cuz I'm still breathing
Though we've been dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're going down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandoned ship
Oh..

Oh I'm still breathing I'm still breathing

Oh...

Hvala Narcis :)

Nekako se mi ne zdi realno, da bi odnehala s pisanjem bloga...dejansko sem nekako odvisna od tega...če ga ne obiščem najmanj dvakrat na dan me pričnejo zoprno skeleti prsti...

...ja pa še neumno je, da bi odnehala zaradi trenutka šibkosti...

nevem...bodimo oprimisti...

Pogrešam jih...

No pofočkana sem bila, se pravi, da je lepo če se odfočkam in pofočkam nekoga drugega...naprimer narcisa...



Začnimo s pogrešanjem, solzami, hrepenenjem in patetiko ter vsemu, kar spada zraven.

1. pogrešam ga in nekako se mi zdi, da ga bom vedno pogrešala. Najlepšega vikenda mojega življenja se pač ne more tako zlahka pozabiti, čeprav je temu sledil najbolj grozen ponedeljek, kar jih je kdaj doživelo človeštvo. Vseeno, hvaležna sem mu za najlepša dva dneva, ko mi je odprl oči in mi pokazal, da na svetu so ljudje, ki me imajo radi tako kot sem. Pogrešala bom njegove objeme, poljube in nasmehe, njegove tople roke in globoke modre oči, njegovo iskrenost, ki ga dela tako posebnega. Pa vseeno, da napišem še kaj optimističnega...da tekli so potoki solz, pečejo me oči, srce se mi trga, vendar raje poslušam rjovenje svobodnega leva, kot pa žalostne pesmi kanarčka v pretesni zlati kletki. Upanje še obstaja...vem da me ima rad kljub vsemu. Morda, nekoč... Pogrešam ga in imam ga rada :) Povejte mi, kaj je lepšega kot to?



2. Pogrešam tri skodelice kave, ki so prejšnje leto krasile mize v Strožiču. Bela kava s smetano, ekspreso in bela kava (s smetano ali brez). Pogrešam tri škatljice cigaret...sedaj sta le dve. Pogrešam vso zajebancijo, smeh, solze, zaupanje... pogrešam naše prijateljstvo.



3. Pogrešam narcisovo blond čupo. Ja barva ni bila niti najmanj všečna ampak bil je nekaj posebnega...kar sicer še vedno je :) Enostavno pogrešam piščančje rumeno barvo :)



4. Pogrešam osnovno šolo...bilo je zabavno in lahkotno.

5. Pogrešam dobre stare čase, ko sem se kot otrok brezskrbno podila naokoli. Nič skrbi, le veselje in smeh :)



6. Pogrešam šoping z narcisom, ki me sicer dejansko spravlja ob pamet!



7. Pogrešam fotošutinge z narcisom...



8. Pogrešam Kiki in dolge pogovore na Brionih

9. Pogrešam Polovškarco, vse njene zmerljivke, kletvice, ključe ki so (hvalabogu) že tolikokrat zgrešili mojo glavo, njen pogled na svet, iskrenost, odprtost in lahkotnost.

10. Pogrešam 31.12.2009...vsak dan bi moral biti tak



11. pogrešam priprave z reprezentanco v mariboru



12. In kaj poleg njega pogrešam najbolj? Svobodo, Kliše, Narcisovo Pevko, ki bi jo tako rada nekoč videla na odru, Zlato ribico, Heddo Gabbler, pesmi, ki jih ni več, rime, ki niso bile nikoli napisane...pogrešam občutek veselja in topline... enostavno pogrešam nasmeh...

Da, veliko stvari pogrešam...ampak bodimo optimisti...upanje obstaja, vredno se je boriti do konca, vredno je živeti, govoriti resnico čeprav je grenka, vredno je biti jaz...

...vesela sem, da sem kar sem...

POGREŠAM VAS VSE!!!!!!

poslavljam se od bloga...od pisanja na sploh...

ne sprašujte zakaj...

”It’s not necessarily the amount of time you spend at practice that counts; it’s what you put into the practice.”

- Eric Lindros

”Goaltending is a normal job, sure. How would you like it in your job if every time you made a small mistake, a red light went on over your desk and 15,000 people stood up and yelled at you.”

- Jacques Plante

"Hockey is murder on ice."

Jim Murray.

Groza

Oseba, čustvo, življenje,
ime, stanje, trpljenje,
beseda, ki opiše vse,
ustreza vsakemu,
poznana vsem.

Prežeta, prežvečena, preživeta,
vedno znova občutena.

"Half the game is mental; the other half is being mental."

Jim McKenny.

"A puck is a hard rubber disc that hockey players strike when they can't hit one another."

Jimmy Cannon.

Plašč

Kot plašč so čustva me objela
grela vse dolge noči
brisala solze, grenkobo
me ovijala v svet, ki ga ni.

In ko se sneg stopil je
ko ljubezen je odšla
padel plašč je pod udarci
resničnega sveta.

"Some people skate to the puck. I skate to where the puck is going to be."

~Wayne Gretzky

I'm afraid for all those who'll have the bread snatched from their mouths by these machines. What business has science and capitalism got, bringing all these new inventions into the works, before society has produced a generation educated up to using them!

Henrik Ibsen

Zadnja misel

Kot poslednji prepir
misel obleži v zraku
ni več besed
ni več pogledov
kje je dim cigaret?
Kje smeh, ki zapolni praznino?
Kje je živahen klepet?
Ni tebe, ni mene
kot zadnja misel
obvisim v zraku.

Marriage! Nothing else demands so much of a man.

Henrik Ibsen

Izgubljena

Poglej me
dobro si oglej moj obraz
kajti jutri ne bom več Tjaška
preporod sem
in hkrati smrt
brez oblike
barve
velikosti
globine...
(ni me) a vedno sem
ozri se še zadnjič
jutri bom izgubljena

Home life ceases to be free and beautiful as soon as it is founded on borrowing and debt.

Henrik Ibsen

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet* xD

Narcis kok so že tole stare fotke?? Takrt si biu še svetu! Matr kko gre cajt hitr!

It is inexcusable for scientists to torture animals; let them make their experiments on journalists and politicians.

Henrik Ibsen

Dokaz, da Narcis zna slikat...če se potrud

pa nej še kdo reče, da Narcis ne zna slikat :)

Look into any man's heart you please, and you will always find, in every one, at least one black spot which he has to keep concealed.

Henrik Ibsen

Pink. Please, don't leave me

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

Upanje umre zadnje...

Dihala bi,
pa ni več kisika,
ki bi me zadovoljil

Ljubila bi,
pa ni princa,
ki srce bi moje osvojil.

Živela bi,
pa ni več volje,
ki bi me vodila.

Upala bi,
pa ni več stvari,
za katero bi živela...

Do you know what we are those of us who count as pillars of society? We are society's tools, neither more nor less.

Henrik Ibsen

the good ol' hockey game :)



Men osebno najljubša slika...čeprov je slikan ob totalno napačnmu trenutku...gol sm dobla...damn...

Do not use that foreign word "ideals." We have that excellent native word "lies."

Henrik Ibsen

a fine frenzy. hope for the hopeless

stitch in your knitted brow
and you don't know how
you're gonna get it out
crushed under heavy chest
trying to catch your breath
but it always beats you by a step,
all right now

making the best of it
playing the cards you get
you're not alone in this

there's hope for the hopeless
hope for the hopeless
there's hope

cold in a summer breeze
yeah, you're shivering
on your bended knee
still, though your heart is sore
and the heavens pour
like a willow bending with the storm,
you'll make it

running against the wind
playing the cards you get
something is bound to give

there's hope for the hopeless
hope for the hopeless
there's hope

there's hope for the hopeless
hope for the hopeless
there's hope

Castles in the air - they are so easy to take refuge in. And so easy to build too.

Henrik Ibsen

A thousand words will not leave so deep an impression as one deed.

Henrik Ibsen

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Pozdravljeni,

Čeprav smo obljubili izdajo Blogozije 2 v mesecu februarju, se je projekt žal nekoliko zavlekel. Knjiga bi morala biti natiskana prihodnji teden in seveda Vam bomo takoj, ko bo mogoče, poslali vaše izvode.

Opravičujem se Vam za zamudo in se Vam zahvaljujem za razumevanje,

ni panike...samo da dobim tiste tri knigice :I

En zelo vesel dan žena vsem ženskam tega sveta!

pink. don't let me get me

Never win first place
I Don't support the team
I can't take direction
And my socks are never clean

Teachers dated me
My parents hated me
I was always in a fight
Cause I can do nothin' right

Every day I fight a war
against the mirror
I can't take the person
starrin' back at me



I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy

It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
[I wanna be somebody else,Yea]

L.A. told me you'll be a popstar
all you have to change
is everything you are

tired of being compared
to damn Britney Spears
she's so pretty
that just ain't me

so doctor, doctor won't
you please prescribe me
something
a day in the life of someone else

Cause I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy

It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else [YEA]

Don't let me get me [Don't let me]
I'm my own worst enemy

It's bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else

so doctor, doctor won't
you please prescribe me
something
a day in the life of someone else
[Don't let me get me]

[Ohh] I'm a hazard to myself, [Yea]
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy

It's bad when you annoy yourself [Yourself]
So irritating [So irritating]
Don't wanna be my friend [Don't] no more [Don't]
I wanna be somebody else

Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy

It's bad when you annoy yourself [It's bad, it's so bad]
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
[I wanna be somebody else]
Don't let me get me...





*moja himna* :) xD

zvezda

Bila ni najlepša,
najbolj pogumna,
pravzaprav vedno bilo jo je strah.

Ni bila dobra,
ali vesela,
na svet je gledala drugače.

Bila je princeska
a ne v njegovih očeh
zanj bila je le zvezda.

Zvezda na nebu,
ki kaže mu pot,
v temnih viharnih nočeh.

A minority may be right, and a majority is always wrong.

Henrik Ibsen

A man should never put on his best trousers when he goes out to battle for freedom and truth.

Henrik Ibsen

anastacia. defeated

Selling stories that were overrated in this world so complicated
Felt so right, you tried to make it wrong
Why can't we all just get along
From the start something wasn't right
I used to cry myself to sleep at night
Told myself stand up be strong
This kind of phase doesn't last for long


Every time you try to knock me down, gonna pick my back up off the ground
The battle never ends


You can tear me apart
You can rip me to pieces
Try breaking me down
But I'll never be beated
You can say that you won but I'll never believe it
Cos I can't be defeated


Made a mistake swore Ill never repeat it
Lost my heart for a second but it never stopped beating
I smile through the tears so the way that I see it
I can't be defeated


There are times that I couldn't take it
Never felt so violated
At the risk of sounding so cliché
I just gotta call a spade a spade
Hurts me right to the core
I can't take this anymore
Getting tired of the same old song
Final chorus, now I'm moving on


Things aint fair in love in war
Never been the kind to be ignored
Tried to push me to the edge

You can tear me apart
You can rip me to pieces
Try breaking me down
But I'll never be beated
You can say that you won but I'll never believe it
Cos I can't be defeated

Made a mistake swore Ill never repeat it
Lost my heart for a second but it never stopped beating
I smile through the tears so the way that I see it
I can't be defeated

Yeah
Nothing is impossible
Nothing is unreachable
If you only believe then you get what you need
So keep on holdin on

You can tear me apart
You can rip me to pieces
Try breaking me down
But I'll never be beated
You can say that you won but I'll never believe it
Cos I can't be defeated


Made a mistake swore Ill never repeat it
Lost my heart for a second but it never stopped beating
I smile through the tears so the way that I see it
I can't be defeated

A forest bird never wants a cage.

Henrik Ibsen

A community is like a ship; everyone ought to be prepared to take the helm.

Henrik Ibsen

Desire of having is the sin of covetousness.

William Shakespeare

Come, gentlemen, I hope we shall drink down all unkindness.

William Shakespeare

Cowards die many times before their deaths; the valiant never taste of death but once.

William Shakespeare

Death is a fearful thing.

William Shakespeare